TOMO's CONFESSION

AWKWARD
i am a cancer, but i am not a perfectionist of some sort. i look into details, yes, but i don't consider myself as meticulous. 

Love to dream and for me, sky's the limit. Spend so much time daydreaming or imagining things that they shirk responsibility and reality.

I never ever give up an object I cherishes. 

I have a soft heart. I care about people and quite helpful.

My mood change quickly but I don’t pretend. 

i worry a lot. i go paranoid over things. specially when it comes to my family. i think extreme and i tend to over react. my brains skips a step and jump into negative conclusions and i tend to be overcritical.

i always put my emotions to writing. so if you want to know how i feel about a certain day, you would find it on my status update, my blogger or just a piece of scrap paper.

i am shy. When it comes to expressing inner feelings.

i'm not the friendly type. i would want to make myself believe that i am friendly, but i don't really make the first move. i'll wait for you to befriend me. i am approachable and i don't snob. i talk to almost all people. but don't expect me to to talk to you first.
 
i seldom say sorry. i don't accept defeat specially when i know that i am right. you will have a hard time convincing me that i have done or said something wrong.
 
i always have something to say in an argument, that's why i always make sure i don't get into one. i don't want fights, i believe that love would always be the solution to any misunderstandings.

you won't be hearing me talking to much when i am way too angry. expect me to be still and quiet. 
my brain could be humming a song when i am faced with some word war. it's my way of calming my nerves.i would cry when i'm too much pissed. it doesn't mean that i give up though, it's just my way of releasing my emotions, but when i start to talk, expect some very loud voice and harsh words.
 
i am patient but when i overflow, i could hurt your feelings. 

i jump when i am overjoyed. i laugh like a child.

i can say that i am humble but once in a while i want to be the star of the crowd. 
 
i am sensitive. 

i get irritated to with people who doesn't act their age.it's good to be, and feel like your a child at times but don't over do it. i believe that you shouldn't go over your boundary. 

i am patient. 

i am a keeper. 

i am mostly selfish though i can fight my selfishness most of the times. 

i am observant. 

i plan, i brainstorm, i have lots of ideas, but i lack courage and self confidence. 

i get distracted easily. 

i fear failure and change. i need somebody to push me to finish what i have started. sometimes i get so overwhelmed with ideas that i worry if i could accomplish all of them. 

i am moody. 
i can be a as loud as a police's siren but all of a sudden i just keep quiet. my friends hate it when i'm like that. =P 

i am self-conscious. 

i believe that simplicity is beauty. anything that is overdone is just plain annoying and irritating. i want a light aura. 

i don't want idle chitchats, but when i like you, idle chitchats can be fun. 

i want a productive environment. i want the stimulus of practical problems rather than the mere routine or work that need no thought.

i like randomness. 

i like happy surprises. 

i want somebody who will teach me new things. i believe that people should learn new things each day. i want to talk about productive ideas. 

i am an animal lover.
Damn Insane

i value mother earth. 

i am quiet. i consider my self as a still water that runs deep. 

i can hide my emotions of i want to. i could be smiling and joking without you even noticing that i have some burden within. 

i am well spoken and witty and can give out good and practical advice to people but not always evident in my own personal relationship.

i don't make fool of other people. i don't want to break other people's trust.

i have the heart for the less fortunate and the children.

i am better as a subordinate than a leader.

i don't want discouragement. i seldom cannot figure it out as a challenge. encourage me to be better, not the other way around.