My personal status doesn't have to be changed into
"It's Complicated" because I have always been complicated. I can
never seem to reconcile what I think to what I feel and thus complicates a lot
of things in my life.
My brain always overpowers my emotions and I have the
tendency to over-analyze things and forgets that in life, a lot of things
doesn't really makes sense---especially when we are talking about the emotions.
I can never force myself to submit to what I feel and always end up letting go
of things I really really want because logic dictates that if I go the other
way, things will never make sense.
In the 20 years that I have been living in this world I had
come to realize that life is not really complicated, it is actually our actions
that complicates our lives. In my case though, my life is somehow complicated
because I am complicated. Does that make sense? I don't think so but I don't
care. I told you, I am complicated.
Inside me is a constant battle between logic and emotion.
Inside me is an unending debate between my heart and my brain. Which part of me
will win in the end remains a mystery. But I will most likely lose myself
before any of them could win. I'll probably just end up in some asylum.
Peace on earth.
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