Turned back

I was thinking the other day of when I was always full of ideas and wanted to action them so bad, yet never did it. When I did remember all the fun I had just thinking of how I would carry it out, how cool would it be if people responded well to those ideas etc. That was then, this is now.

I have changed a lot since then. Instead of holding back, I've been planning, researching and looking forward to ensure that once I set myself on something, I'll do it. So many wonderful ideas were left as just ideas by me not really believing that it was possible. I want to be able to settle down with a family when I'm older, knowing I at least achieved something that I had aspired to do. Only then can I really enlighten and encourage my own kids to do the same.

If I could change one thing, I would have actually bought a book, and written all those ideas down. Because if I couldn't accomplish them then, I could always accomplish them later in life.


So now here I am. I'm trying my best to work hard and make the most of my youth, to ensure that I can sleep soundly at night.